Oral History - Support for Normandy June 1944
Recollections of Pharmacist Mate
Frank R. Feduik on USS LST 338
[Adapted from: "A Corpsman Remembers D-Day." Navy Medicine 85, no. 3 (May-Jun. 1994): 13-17.
I graduated from high school
in June of 1942 and enlisted in the Navy, something I always wanted
to do. As soon as I turned 17 I tried to enlist but my mother
and father wouldn't sign. Therefore, I had to wait until I turned
18 in January 1943 before I was able to join.
I was assigned to a new boot camp [a military camp where recruits
receive basic training] in Sampson, NY. That alone was an experience
because it was out in the middle of nowhere, frozen Lake Seneca.
You had to knock the ice down to take a boat drill. Of course,
when you're young, it's an adventure. You didn't care. You just
went ahead and did it.
I was amazed when I was told I was going to Portsmouth, VA, to
pharmacist's mate school. "Why me," I asked. I never
had any medical training. But I think they assigned us to various
schools by our last name. You know, those with names starting
with A to D went to one school and E to G, another school. I can
only say one thing. Six weeks of training doesn't give you much
experience in anything. We just learned first aid. Actually, it
was more giving each other needles [injections], how to apply
tourniquets, things like that. We kind of joked about it. What
are we supposed to do after we get out of here? But it didn't
take us long to find out.
After Portsmouth I went to the Philadelphia Naval Hospital for
a short time. I remember distinctly going to a psychiatric ward
where there were a lot of Guadalcanal veterans. Boy, that was
an experience. They were very young guys and they were completely
gone. They were in another world; their eyes seemed to be staring
somewhere into space. They were tied to their bunks and there
were armed guards watching them. Our instructors wanted us to
know what battle fatigue was and how to cope with it. It really
depressed us.
Eventually, I went to New York and boarded the Queen Mary [an
ocean liner converted to a military transport ship] on Easter
morning 1944. Believe it or not, it was so congested that I slept
in the big empty swimming pool. Actually, I never got up topside,
staying in the swimming pool for 5 days. They utilized
all the space they could. We never even unpacked our seabags.
You just laid your head back on it and slept. The Queen Mary
traveled alone because it was so fast [over 30 knots] no sub could
keep up with it.
LST-338
Once I reached England I was assigned to the LST-338 [Landing
Ship Tank #338]. It had just returned from Italy, where it had
been in the invasion of Sicily. When I saw this thing, I said,
"Oh, God. This can't be my ship. It's ugly. What is it?"
There was an old saying that if you were assigned to the amphibious
fleet in the Navy, you had to have screwed up somewhere. I hadn't
done anything wrong and I wondered why I had been assigned to
this LST. I spent the rest of my overseas time on that ship.
LST-338 was the command ship for flotilla 12, group 36.
Our skipper [commanding officer] was an old mustang [an officer
who is commissioned from enlisted ranks]. His name was [Darrell
A.] Stratton, a mean son of a gun. He had been promoted from a
seaman to a chief warrant officer, and then made a lieutenant
commander during the war. He was very gung-ho, volunteering us
for everything.
Invasion Postponed
We left England on the fourth of June [1944] and the [English]
Channel was unbelievably rough. They said it was the worst storm
of the century. It was just disaster. Nearly everyone got sick.
I was just lucky; I never got seasick. I felt sorry for the troops.
I thought, "These guys have to be unloaded into these LCVPs
(landing craft vehicles and personnel) and go into battle? There's
no way they can fight in this condition."
However, the invasion was postponed and we returned to port. We
left again the following day and the weather was a lot calmer.
I was on deck during the crossing. Boy, it was dark. But we made
sure we always had the English corvettes [small anti-submarine
ship] in sight because they protected us from submarines. Every
LST also carried a big [barrage] balloon [shaped like a small
blimp] to keep German planes from coming in low and strafing us.
We thought it was a joke because it was like announcing to the
world, "Here we are under this big dirigible." When
we got close to the beach, the Germans began shooting at these
balloons. We had been told that if we had to, to cut the cable
from the winch. So when they started shooting, every body cut
the balloon loose. You should have seen that bunch of balloons
taking off from those LSTs.
D-Day
One of my more distinctive memories was the battleships in action
on D-Day. I think they were the [USS] Arkansas (BB-33)
and the [USS] Texas (BB-35). It was such a din! They were
behind us as we were going in and these shells would sing their
way right over the ship. Some of the targets, I would say, were
8 and 10 miles inland. Every once in a while you would hear or
see a big explosion way inland and we knew they had hit an ammunition
dump or something.
It was such a hectic thing, everybody firing this way, beach fire
coming at you. They were firing at us from the pillboxes on the
beach. You would hear the shells coming at you. You could hear
them whirring by and when you saw them hit the water...well if
you were in the wrong place, forget about it. Those German 88s
were awful. Once you heard them bark and you were still alive,
you knew they hadn't gotten you because that shell would be on
top of you before the noise got there.
We did get hit by shrapnel [steel fragments from artillery shell
bursts] every once in awhile. I do remember one incident when
we got hit I was directly beneath one of the gun mounts trying
to set up an aid station under gun number 4. As I was coming up
the ladder, I heard this noise, and then heard a fellow who was
in the gun mount, say, "Round and round she goes and where
she stops nobody knows." Evidently, a piece of shrapnel had
gotten into the gun mount and wound its way around until it exited.
I couldn't imagine how cool he was.
On 8 June we got orders to unload our cargo on Omaha Beach (Omaha
Beach, on the Normandy coast of France, was one of two American
beachheads. Defended by the 352nd German Infantry Division, it
was the toughest beach to crack). We didn't actually beach ourselves,
instead using smaller LCTs (landing craft, tank) to unload the
LST. I was able to hitch a ride on one of the LCTs. On Omaha Beach
there was just chaos and confusion everywhere. I don't think we
hit the right part of the beach. We saw a lot of people completely
lost who didn't know where they were. I didn't see any Navy corpsmen
or Navy aid stations. But I did see a lot of Army medics. They
established their aid stations wherever they could. We saw bodies--some
were our troops, some were theirs. I saw people with arms and
legs missing, parts of bodies. You just couldn't understand it--guys
not even making it to the beach, some of them impaled on iron
rails [anti-boat obstacles placed by the Germans] that were in
the water. Some were washed ashore. It was complete mayhem, terrible.
After unloading our cargo, our LST was filled with wounded. We
treated the wounded, mostly by applying tourniquets and giving
morphine. Then we would mark the patients as to what time you
had given the morphine to tell when they were due for the next
shot. I remember one soldier. I knew he was in pain so I checked
him right out. His leg was missing. he had stepped on a mine right
on the beach. I gave him a morphine shot and told him he would
be okay for a couple of hours. He jumped up and looked at the
stump. I don't know where he got the strength. He said, "I'm
a farmer. What am I going to do?" I pushed him back and told
him he would be okay. He just screamed. He was only 20 years old.
When we met the other ship we transferred the casualties over
by hand. If you can imagine two ships bobbing with all this stuff
going on and wondering whether this guy is going to slip off the
stretcher between the two ships. But that's how we transferred
wounded.
I think we went back to England that night. We were ordered to
give the British a hand. So we went up the Thames River, loaded
up with British troops and went to Gold Beach. This is where I
got stuck on the beach. Our ship backed off before I got back
aboard so I was left with the British troops. I ended up staying
on the beach all night. I could see the small arms fire coming
right at us. I thought, "I'm not a British soldier, I'm a
sailor. I want out of here." I don't think I got any sleep
that night. The next morning, an LCVP picked me up and took me
back to the ship.
After D-Day
After I returned to the LST, we headed back to England. We made
60 more trips like that. Our captain, LCDR Stratton volunteered
for everything so we got to carry all sorts of cargo and do all
sorts of missions. However, there were a few jobs that really
stick out.
Our snow weasel experience was such a comical thing. In December
1944, we loaded up with these strange little tanks called snow
weasels. The Germans had broken through our lines during the Battle
of the Bulge and we had to get those snow weasels over there.
We dashed alone across the Channel at night. There was always
a red alert on the beach because you didn't know whether there
were any German planes, even though the Luftwaffe was about through.
The skipper hollered over the PA [Public Address] system. "Open
up the doors and get those tanks off. I've got a bunch of French
soldiers getting on and they're going to take these out of here.
We gotta get off this beach." The French soldiers didn't
know what to do. He kept hollering. "Let's go." Since
they didn't do anything I jumped into one of the first ones. Of
course, I didn't know how to run a snow weasel. There were some
controls, one for the left tread, one for the right tread. I just
hit the button, started it and away I went. I don't think I got
a hundred yards up the beach when I ran out of fuel. At least,
I think I ran out of fuel. Well, everybody thought where I stopped
must be the bivouac area where we were supposed to leave them
so everyone else stopped too. We came back to the ship and started
laughing. We didn't know if anybody came and picked them up. It
was crazy--such chaos. It was funny things like that that made
you laugh later on.
One of the strangest cargoes were railroad cars. We had rails
welded onto the tank deck of the ship. We pulled up to the hard
cobblestone ramps in English ports, built specifically for LSTs
to beach themselves, and railroad engines and cars were wheeled
right onto our ship. We also had special landing ramps in Cherbourg
and Le Havre which had rails. We would go in and connect to these
rails. The cars were then pulled by an engine right off our ship
as if it was part of a rail transportation system. It was fantastic.
We also made about a dozen runs to bring German prisoners back
to England. We would load hundreds in the tank deck. They were
well guarded by guys with machine guns standing on a parapet.
These prisoners were tough, hardened soldiers. One trip was especially
memorable. One of my best friends from home, Andy Banko, had gone
into the Army. We had said that when the war was over we would
tie on a jag and have a helluva good time when we got back. After
I got in the Navy, I didn't hear from him for about a year. And
then I got a letter from him. He was over in Italy and he said
something about going to take some mountain called Monte Cassino.
I was elated that I had heard from him. I wrote him back reminding
him of how we would celebrate once the war was over. Just after
we picked up a load of German prisoners, I got a mail pickup in
France. My letter to Andy had been returned, with "DECEASED"
stamped on the back; killed in action.
One of my jobs was to make sure the lister bags [canvas water
bags with spigots at the bottom] had water for these troops because
we still had to treat them humanely. But to me, right then, the
Germans weren't human. Here my best buddy had just been killed.
These prisoners were arrogant, very arrogant. I'm looking at these
POWs and thinking, "I'm giving you guys water and you just
killed my buddy?" I had no sympathy for them because I knew
what they had done.
We once even went up the Seine River deep into France. A few weeks
after D-Day, our skipper, LCDR Stratton, volunteered for this
special mission to pick up some French resistance fighters. So
we had to travel up the Seine, behind German lines, under the
cover of darkness. We didn't know how deep the channel was and
had been told that the channel was mined. We poked our way up
without a light and when we got to a certain area, we got a signal.
There was just a mess of French underground soldiers who, evidently,
had been fighting for years. They were starved, unshaven, and
wearing disheveled clothes. They were the FFI, the French Forces
of the Interior. We picked them up and got out of there.
Additional Duties
Although I was a corpsman, I actually did quite a bit more. If
they needed you to take care of casualties, you did that. If not,
they would think nothing of telling us to help out elsewhere.
You were assigned different places during battle stations [general
quarters]. For awhile, I was assigned to a 20mm [anti-aircraft]
gun as a loader. I was also on the annunciators which controlled
the engines. The skipper was right above me on the conning tower.
He would relay his orders to me. I had to repeat each order back
to him. If he said, "All ahead one-third," I would say,
"All ahead one-third, sir."
I also remember being sent aft [to the rear of the ship] to the
emergency steering room. No body wanted to go aft because that's
the only place a torpedo could hit you. Aft, the LST had a 12-foot
draft [the depth of the ship below the water line] while up forward
it was between 7 and 8. We thought a torpedo had to have at least
10 or 12 feet of water to hit a ship. When we traveled in convoy
under a submarine alert it seemed that the ship was front-heavy.
Everybody would be up forward even if they didn't belong there.
We felt sorry for the guys who were aft on emergency steering.
Once a torpedo hit an LST you were done, forget it.
After VE-Day
After the war in Europe ended, I was told they would put me in
[recommended him] for a chief petty officer but that I would have
to leave the ship. I refused the promotion offer, just wanting
to go home. After loading some cargo at Belfast, Ireland, we headed
across the Atlantic. Don't ever cross the North Atlantic in an
LST. Those waves were 60 or 70 feet high. We couldn't sleep without
tying ourselves into our bunks. Often we would lose sight of the
convoy because the waves and swells were so high. I would stand
on the stern and watch the front end of the ship bend. I was surprised
it didn't crack.
After a leave in New Orleans and home I found that I had been
assigned to another ship, an LCI (landing craft, infantry), that
was to participate in the invasion of Japan. This was not good.
An LCI would be there right at the first firing--at H-hour minus
one. I just didn't want to go back to the thick of the fighting.
I was on the bus to go from Philadelphia to board the LCI in Norfolk,
when the [atomic] bomb was dropped. I got on the ship but never
went to the Pacific as the war ended. At that time I had enough
points to get out. They assigned me to Lido Beach, Long Island
[New York], and from there I went home.
I didn't like the amphibs at the beginning but I was proud I served
on an LST. It was an experience. I was a young kid and everything
was an adventure to me. I wouldn't have missed it for the world.

